Paula Tomney -Nee Bilton

think of you
In the early hours
of dawn,
in the brightness
of noon, and
in the late hours of night.
And always your name
lies softly on my heart
like a prayer.

Evening Maureen hope your doing ok my love as always XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum October 2, 2007

to a dear friend love pauline x

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You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...
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''i MET U AS A STRANGER
TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS.
SMILE 30th Sep

Pauline (Friend) October 1, 2007

Thinking of you

I thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
All I have are memories
And your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake
With which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart.

Barbara Richard Littles Mum (Friend) September 26, 2007

Please do not be unhappy,
just because I’m out of sight,
remember I am with you,
every morning noon and night.
The day I had to leave you,
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me,
and said I welcome you.
I will be beside you,
every day, week and year,
and when you’re sad I’m standing there
to wipe away the tear.
To my very many friends,
trust God knows what is best,
I’m still not far away from you,
I’m just beyond the crest.
And when you are walking down the
street and you’ve got me on your mind,
I’m walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind.
There are rocky roads ahead of you,
and many hills to climb,
but together we can do it,
taking one day at a time.

Afternoon Maureen hope your having a lovely day thank you for all your support my love to you as always XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 25, 2007

A poem from kath(I think Maureen that this like mine would be your greatest wish)

I picture you walking down the path
and walking through the door
I listen out for your gentle laugh
but I cant hear it anymore

I hold my hands out everyday
Hoping for your gentle touch
But I dont feel your warm hands touch me
Its a feeling I miss so much

I wait for you to wipe my tears
But you want yours wiping too
And everyday still hurts so much
Because my life is missing you

I keep your memory in my soul
It burns so bright each day
And all the things I have in my mind
Theres three words i want to say

I Miss You

Kath Brown September 25, 2007

How quickly can you miss someone
A week,an hour,a day,
We started missing you Paula
The minute you went away.

We try to come to terms with it
And accept that you have gone,
But without you life is not the same
It's such a struggle to go on.

We think God must have looked down
And seen how good you were
And he needed a special angel
To lend a hand up there.

It's the only thing we can think of
What other reason could there be?
We just wish He'd send you home
And from this heartbreak we'd be free.

Tricia Donaldson Kierans Mum (GTS Friend) September 22, 2007

Broken hearts and shattered dreams,
Life torn apart at its seams.
Hearts and minds in pain and sorrow,
Missing you more, today, tomorrow.
Time can't heal and words won't mend,
The loss we feel at this sad end.
However long 'till we meet again,
You'll be remembered , but until then,
We wait with hope within in our hearts,
We'll be together, no more to part.

Evening Maureen hope youve had a lovely day my love to you xxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 22, 2007

love to Paula;s mum & family xxxxxxxxxxx

A Broken Heart That Speaks



I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.

My darling daughter was taken
From her mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above

I did not have her with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold her
Which makes me very sad?

The pain of losing my precious daughter
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near

Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide

People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay

For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there

The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep

A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died

So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you

Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain

We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.

Alison Evans (gts friend) September 22, 2007

Never far from you

See through the window,
Look at the light,
Smell the sweet flowers,
See the sky bright,
Shed not the tears,
As you feel I have gone,
Love never leaves,
And my spirit lives on.

Talk of me often,
Your words will be heard,
I'll be by your side,
As swift as a bird,
Love life and laugh,
Together we'll be,
On the right path,
As our spirits fly free.

Vicky (Friend) September 20, 2007

Memories are a gift from God to those we leave behind
They bring comfort, joy and laughter and also tears
They enable one to live forever in the hearts of those they loved

Afternoon Maureen hope your having a good day,I wont be on till at least saturday again as we are going to Pauls pre inquest till then take care. My love as always xxxxxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 19, 2007