Paula Tomney -Nee Bilton

Thinking of you

I thought of you with love today
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name
All I have are memories
And your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake
With which I'll never part
God has you in his keeping
I have you in my heart
God bless you Paula xx

Barbara Richard Littles Mum (Friend) September 16, 2007

Poem that helps me. I hope it helps you in a small way Maureen

The light that was your life has been extinguished,
The warmth of your sun no longer warms me,
The joy of your presence is not with me.

How shall I live without you? Of course I must,
At first it is like a sudden cripple, groping blinded,
I see no beauty around me, I feel and taste nothing,
My laughter is false,for there is no joy.

And yet it is not meant that my life,
Should only be bathed in your reflection.
Gradually but surely, I must go forward,
Step by step building the days to a fulfilment that you
knew.
Your colourful, busy, exciting life must be my inspiration.
You did not lean on me for your joys, and neither must I.

God help me to fill my days with meaning
And again in time with laughter,
So that when we meet again you will be proud of me

Kath Brown September 16, 2007

EVERY TEAR YOU SHED
I SILENTLY WIPE AWAY
I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU
BUT I WASN`T MEANT TO STAY

IF ONLY I COULD HOLD YOU
AND SHOW YOU I AM STILL HERE
IF ONLY I COULD EASE YOUR PAIN
AND ERASE ALL OF YOUR FEAR

I HATE TO SEE YOU CRYING
I HATE TO SEE YOU SAD
WHERE I AM IS A BETTER PLACE
IT`S REALLY NOT THAT BAD

I AM YOUR STRENGTH WHEN LIVE SEEMS FUTILE
YOU`RE ANGEL IN THE SKY
I DIDN`T WANT TO LEAVE YOU
DIDN`T WANT TO MAKE YOU CRY

I AM WITH EVERY SECOND
EVERY HOUR OF THE DAY
AND WHENEVER YOU NEED DIRECTION
I WILL GUIDE YOU ON YOUR WAY

YOU NEVER ONCE LET ME DOWN
AND YOU ALWAYS SAW ME THROUGH
YOU STILL HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE
AND TRULY I LOVE YOU

YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE
SO SURROND YOURSELF WITH LOVE
AND TAKE COMFORT IN THE FACT
I`M WATCHING FROM ABOVE

goodnight Maureen, my love to you as always xxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 15, 2007

to my family

As the sun starts to rise,
I'm with you
When you hear a bird sing,
I'm there
For each raindrop that falls,
think of me
And the love that we'll
always share

In the rush of the wind
feel my touch
In the quiet of night
hear my voice
If you start to stumble
take my hand
And know that it was
my choice

When tears start to fall

feel my comfort
If you feel low

share my pride
Don't ever think that

you've lost me
For I will always be

there by your side

Evening Maureen have a lovely night my love as always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 14, 2007

The Angels
May angels rest beside your door,
May you hear their voices sing.
May you feel their loving care for you,
May you hear their peace bells ring.
May angels always care for you,
And not let you trip and fall,
May they bear you up on angel's wings,
May they keep you standing tall.
May they whisper wisdom in your ear,
May they touch you when you need,
May they remove from you each trace of fear,
May they keep you from feeling greed.
May they fill you with their presence,
May they show you love untold,
May they always stand beside you
And make you ever bold.
May they teach you what you need to know
About life here and here-after.
May they fill you always with their love
And give you the gift of laughter

Unknown

Claire Harrison (Someone who cares x) September 13, 2007

dove of love

we are sending a dove
to heaven with a parcel
on it,s wings
*********
be careful when you
open it its full
of beautiful things
***********
inside are a million
kisses wrapped up in
a million hugs
**********
to say how much we
miss you and send
you all our love
**********
love pauline xxxxx

Pauline (Friend) September 13, 2007

Many tender memories soften your grief,
May fond recollection bring you relief,
And may you find comfort and peace in the thought
Of the joy that knowing your loved one brought...
For time and space can never divide
Or keep your loved one from your side
When memory paints in colors true
The happy hours that belonged to you.

Maureen have a lovely day my love as always xxxxxxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 12, 2007

If I am hurt or down,
I will try

I will think of you in my times of need,
When my life is getting rough.
When I'm down with a frown, I know
That the memory of your face will cheer my up.

When I try so hard to move on,
But begin to breakdown and cry.
I will think of the happier place you've moved onto,
And once again I will try.

So when we're all missing her so,
All we have to do is try.
To think about the happy time we had with her,
And then she'll know we tried

If we're hurt or down,
We'll try

Maureen my love to you and your family,Goodnight Paula sleep well xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 11, 2007

lots of love.xx

sad is the heart that loved you,
softly my tears will fall,
but living life without you
is the saddest part of all.

you were so very special
i loved you till the end,
i lost a special person
my very own best friend.

Claire McColgan (someone who cares.x) September 11, 2007

I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a rainbow lights the way.

Goodnight Paula sweet dreams,Maureen hope you have a lovely evening my love to you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Violet Paul Muirheads Mum (GTS FRIEND) September 10, 2007